Did Ya Know?
Did ya know that bone cancer weakens the bones so much that they can fracture, crumble even, at the slightest impact?
Did ya know that it's something like dry rot in wood?
Did ya know that the physical response from such a fracture causes excruciating pain - the kind where you can't breathe and almost lose consciousness?
Did ya know that even years after experiencing the wrath of this fucking cunt of a disease, it all comes back like it was yesterday - the ominous questions, the waiting, the wondering, the weight of it, the fear, the helplessness, the ache that you can't take her fear or pain away. Instead, you watch her weaken, watch her fade - physically, emotionally, spiritually.
Things I didn't know. Things I wish I didn't still.
Did ya know that it's something like dry rot in wood?
Did ya know that the physical response from such a fracture causes excruciating pain - the kind where you can't breathe and almost lose consciousness?
Did ya know that even years after experiencing the wrath of this fucking cunt of a disease, it all comes back like it was yesterday - the ominous questions, the waiting, the wondering, the weight of it, the fear, the helplessness, the ache that you can't take her fear or pain away. Instead, you watch her weaken, watch her fade - physically, emotionally, spiritually.
Things I didn't know. Things I wish I didn't still.
Labels: The C Word
posted by MysticSpirit (Sass) at 8:41 AM
5 Comments:
nope I didn't know either. wish you didn't. so sorry darlin'
hang in there
That gave me goosebumps.
Lean if you need to kay?
you know where I stand....right? Fucking shit.....you need to come find me....damnit
I didn't know. Somehow not learning about those things made me feel safer. Silly, I know.
Im sorry your both having to deal with this darling. Much love your way.
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